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Just too tired..
7/30/2009Many thing happened on last week n this week.. Nothing work out well for my family now.. I just too tired, handling too much stuff... But i still need to act as normal infront of everyone.. Cos i dun wish to fall down now.. But i dunno hw long i still can stand.. Hais.. Just at this time u said e word 'ignore', ya mayb i break e promise but somehow isn't i did have e chance i can reall tok with u??.. Somehow tat word hurt rather deep inside.. Hopefully everything will goes well.. pray hard for my family..
Sunday, 19 July 2009
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7/19/2009
I shouldn't disturb ur life now but y u still e first person i can think of in my mind when i am drunk??.. haiss..
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
愛情是什么...
7/15/2009Found this email quite meaningfully tat ZJL sent to me de.. feel it was rather true bah.. hais-
也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話
放棄一個很愛你の人 並不痛苦
放棄一個你很愛の人 那才痛苦
愛上一個不愛你の人 那是更痛苦
逃避 不一定躲得過
面對 不一定最難過
孤單 不一定不快樂
得到 不一定能長久
失去 不一定不再擁有
愛是一種是思念
當他/她出事の時候 你會比誰都著急
愛是一種包容
當你想起她/她做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑
覺得好甜蜜 好甜蜜
你體會到了嗎 如果沒有就放棄 重新開始吧..
Sunday, 12 July 2009
updates...
7/12/2009Busy week, colleague left without notice just leave like tat.. last week busy like dog, everyday started work busy like mad only time to rest was only our lunch time n tea break bah.. So tiredss.. Can't fall sick cos nw only left me n one of my colleague.. if i fall sick she sure will die.. hais.. hw tired it was actually dunno hw to describe.. never blame my colleague from leaving without notice cos i know she reall cannot tahan my manger anymore bah.. But actually i also but wat to do hais.. boss say wont employ another person to replace her place anymore.. hais.. tomor is Monday again, need to work like mad again.. just a word to say now 'tired'.. but mayb this life cycle is better at least i won't think for other thing now cos no time to think, everyday was just so busy now..
Sunday, 5 July 2009
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7/05/2009如果是真真的爱情，是不会为了什么理由离开彼此。没有任何东西是会天长地久，因为没有人会知道另一分钟会发生什么事。说过的承诺还是会把它给忘记的。如果你觉得这样你会开心决的话，我会尊敬你因为我希望你开心。
Thursday, 2 July 2009
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7/02/2009First time not purposely second time nt purposely mayb u think third time also nt purposely.. But anyway how came always me??.. Hais.. u just made me feel sick n tired of this.. Dun always think tat a 'sorry' cure everything.. Y i still feel e pain for tat msg??.. Hais..
SPEED- S.P.D.
7/02/2009
Wednesday, 1 July 2009
Feel e pain after all..
7/01/2009Tat day i can't reached u through sms, nt ur fault cos u did told me ur reason, but somehow i finally had realise u had already left since long time ago.. I alway be there for u when u needed me but there was time i needed u, u are always nt there. Sorry nt been asking too much but just tat i am tired. I know i still care i know i still love. But hw pain it was i still need to force myself to leave now n move on in my life. This few yrs of waiting still turn out to be a zero for me but never since i regret before. I need to move on in order not to be hurt again. I am too tired of waiting n too tired of those tear tat i cried for u.. Like someone said u can't stop for a person for life, tat true enough n i think i had reall stopped for tat long n i think should ended here. But since when did we reall started before?..