Halo bar tonight again.. Lols.. We are addicted in there liao, jialat.. Yester bbq was fun, but i was kana shoot by them n asked some funny question by them also.. Reading through my passed thing i blogged, i think got 90% is all abt ur stuff bah.. Mayb i am just a person tat dun wish to try on something tat i dun have feeling on de bah.. Many ppl told me no harm trying but i just can't force myself to do. No feeling mean no feeling bah. I may feel alone n all by myself sometime but i just dun need someone to be at my side just cos i am alone so i need someone to be there for me, if like tat i rather to be alone than hurting another person i dun love. Mayb ppl say tat love can develop when time passed but hw can it develop when there are still someone inside ur heart ??.. Perhaps the stubborn me just always getting hurt on myself of thinking in tat way bah. Haiss.. I am missing u badly now.. How bad a missing can be.. My mind is all abt u now.. Sigh...
