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Just back from NUH, yester ah gong went in to hospital again.. Heard my dad said was cos he suddenly can't breath yester nite so they quickly sent him to hospital.. Went to NUH this morning to c him.. He was using the oxygen tank to breath now, can't drink milk anymore n was sleeping.. When the moment i went in to the room, touched him n cal him ah gong, he can't respond me anymore.. Looking at him n those white hair he having with those tube inside his body. Tear started to drop down, keep thinking y god must let him been so suffering.. Doctor said tat once he stop breathing he told us nt to rescue him anymore.. If we do so, it will make him more suffering than wat he was having nw.. I can't ask anything much cos if i ask him dun leave, i know he will be more suffering than wat he are having now. Now, i just hope tat i can accompany him to e end of his story.. N everything abt him, e days u bring me to school e days when i was a kid u help me carry my bag to school e days u hurt ur hand while u wanted to fetch me from school e days u keep asking us go eat but ur own self haven't eaten.. Those memories will be there foreverss..
Thursday, 15 January 2009
I need rest n long holiday can i??.. Can i get to c u often??.. Haa, perhaps tat too hard for u bah..
Monday, 12 January 2009
^Black seem to my fav colours which was a emo colourss they said.. lolss..^
Hellooooo... Just went back from gym, nw a day every week need to go there once.. Mayb use to it le bah.. A place tat can stress up ur feeling there, keep running n running.. Haa.. Today morning had a short chat with u, quite happy chat but half way u are gone somehow.. Wait n wait till nw already nite le, dun think there will be any reply le bah.. Haa.. Nvm, hopefully tat msg i send u yester nite can bright ur day up in the morning bah.. *SMILE*.. Haa.. Mayb feeling like never went down ever.. Somehow e stubborn me rite now still can't allow anyone to step in my heart bah.. I also dunno y, just let nature take course.. This word seem to repat quite a few time.. Haa.. Alrite, nothing much going to orh orh soon.. So tired today.. Oh ya, btw.. Ah gong had discharge from hospital, i feel damn happy.. Ah gong is reall old, ur guy won't believe tat he already 100 yrs old.. He is a good guy tat i had ever c.. Treat us very very de good.. Always left those good food for us but he eaten those left over food.. Tat y all of our family members n included my cousin n gugu respect him alot.. Tat y ah gong, pls stay strong n stay on with us.. We can't afford to lose u.. I know 1 day he will leave us, but i just hope to treasure those time with him now..
Sunday, 11 January 2009
Recommend this song which i recently listen on.. Was rather nice n meanfully song somehow if u can understand wat it reall mean abt this song.. Enjoyss..
搞笑.mp3 - 罗志祥
那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡 想闹就闹
好快乐少了人捞叨
蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道
你好不好
我们的小狗 食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了
我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀
还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到
你好不好..
Wednesday, 7 January 2009
Hais.. Just gt a cal from my dad, he say tat my ah gong nw at hospital, n mayb cannot make it soon.. N i sms my cousin n asked her isnt she know this anot n ask her isnt very serious this time. N she said: Ya, cos her mum just cal her office. Suddenly my mind become empty, i dunno wat to say.. N my dad voice suddenly so serious n i can sense tat he was abt to cry soon.. Haiss.. Suddenly tear in my eye n many thing started to flush back to e past when i was a kid where by my gong was taking care of me.. Haiss.. Mood reall become so down.. I reall hope god pray hard tat he will be fine..