-[@gn3s][`/eoZ]-
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍...
我不能睡 ...
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
Sunday, 19 October 2008
Alrite my story beginss..
8am-home
Meeting them at BP interchange at 8.30am but i am late again, n i am the last one to reach BP around 9plus.. Haha, but anyway we still on time for our breakfast on cafe catel.. 1st time had our breakfast there.. Quite yummy..
-PIC BEFORE I WENT OUT-
12pm-sentosa
Taking train went in to sentosa, as usual it was reall a hot n sunny weather.. After hunting for a place to settle down, some went for swimming, some sun tan lo.. But actually just 6 ppls (me,jia,sw,william,heng n kenneth) went today.. Sound boring hor, actually i tot will be quite boring. But after all we reall had alot fun there n played alot of game there esp soccer.. LOL.. Reall quite fun.
-PIC TAKE AT SENTOSA-
7pm-dinner time
Alrite thank to MR TAN POH HENG, we went to Tung Lok restaurants eat.. We still tot those restaurants is just those normal type that we went like cafe catel those type.. But when we reach there, it was like those type for marry event de.. We was like =.=.. But end up we still went in to eat cos we had walk for quite a small distance to reach tat place.. LOL.. After tat we choose e buffet, n it reall cost our pocket to had a big hole.. 1 person around $42.. N i will never forget tat e orange juice there 1 cup was $5.. Is exp until cannot ah.. LOL!! But overall e food there was nice.. Hehe..
-PIC TAKEN AT RESTAURANTS-
10pm-kenneth hus
After tat went to kenneth hus mahjong but everyone was rather tired.. N nobody had e mood to play.. So we just start not more than 2 hrs n played half way.. All was like zzzzz, all half dead.. LOL.. So end up we choose to go back home, which i found it was quite lame.. LOL..
1am-sweet home
FINALLY i reached home, was reall damn tired.. N i had hurt my hand with a deep cut cos morning at sentosa wanted to take e volleyball n never notice then kana a few deep cut.. Haa.. N i kana sun burn ah, painfull sia.. Overall event today still quite fun.
-MY HAND-
Story ended.. Alrite tat all, overall event still quite fun.. N reall feel damn tired nw.. Is time to go for my lala land.. ^^
Monday, 13 October 2008
It's Mon again.. Now at office so cold sia cos raining. Ring ring, lunch time now.. LOL.. But never went for lunch cos nt tat hungry.. Time to keep myself fit n wanna to tan to more darker skin.. But not like ZJL say la, like india =.=.. LOL, just wanted to be more tan abit cos feel like i am too white liao.. Sat they plan to go sentosa wor, but dunno will successful anot. Hopefully can go bah cos very long never go le.. Lesson tonight again, haiss.. So tired, yester sms with u a while know u fine n back to school le.. Haa, tat good. But actually tot can chat more with u but i guess u fall asleep le bah or mayb dun feel like reply.. Hmm, nvm la.. Dunno how to start a brand new relationship with someone tat i just can't lie myself i had feeling. Perhaps toward e feeling of u are still so deep inside bah.. I dunno, just dun wish to think n make myself fang.. Just let nature take course bah.. :) Happy start everyoness...
Sunday, 12 October 2008
It's sat again wor.. Haiss.. Boring weekend but also a tired weekend bah cos working today.. Plan to work OT everyday cos short of money haha.. Poor me liao le, today tot can go kbox but hor all dun wanan to go. So sadded, reall can't find anyone to go kbox anymore haisss.. N tat MISS LEOW say she need to prepare her sub paper le end up i sms her, she say she at vivo sia.. LOL.. She ah, always go dating, think i cal my wat name she also forget liao.. LOL!!.. So end up just go dinner with them only lo haha.. Boring rite?.. But i start use to it le bah, cos my mindset now just earn more money.. Money money money.. LOL.. Anyway nw keep listen to Jay new song '说好的幸福呢'.. Damn nice, those sentence are e feeling of mine bah..
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
有些爱只给到这 真的懂了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢
Those promise u made had just gone, u choose to leave without saying.. Love will never be fair..
Saturday, 11 October 2008
Hair like growing longer le, feel so guai guai. LOL!!.. Before my tour can go cut le bah.. My hair are just tat important be4 i going out.. LOL..
说好的幸福呢?
10/11/2008Fall in love in this song.. Was reall a great song tat hit through my heart n drop down my tear.. Jay new ablum 魔杰座..
你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐 你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的懂了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
Should i or should'nt i??
10/07/2008-> Should i sms u?
-> Should i ask u everything going well?
-> Should i ask u had u get back to ur school?
Haiz, dunno y i just can't find e courage to do so.. You are just keep appearing in my mind in any sec n anywhere, but i just keep forcing myself nt to sms u.. Did u know hw this feeling was?.. Guess i just dun appeared in ur mind at any sec be4 bah.. Never saw u online, never saw ur msg, never saw ur face, never saw ur smile n never heard ur voice.. Everything of urs seem to be so far away now.. It was something tat reall hurt through my heartss tat u are no longer been there anymore..
Monday, 6 October 2008
Sun..
10/06/2008Is sun again.. YSH having fever again.. Guess your will think 'huh sick again ah'?.. Yap, tat rite i am sick again lo.. I know i am weak la. Fri already started to have fever liao but can't help promise my supervisor i going back to work on sat.. Was been forcing myself up to go work on tat day till 2pm.. Haiz, it was killing me lo. Reach home, xin ku until cannot. Luckly, kbox had been cancel on tat day if nt i dunno hw to make it to kbox yester but hopefully can make it this week ah haa.. After tat had my med, then keep slp like mad lo.. E whole night was rather xin ku for me, can't slp well n having high fever. Reall wanted to sms u n told u tat i am sick, but i just can't find e courage to do so n just too afraid e respond will be rather cold bah haiz.. After tat morning reall cannot make it liao, went to c doc. N doc say tel me to rest at home n give me 2 days mc.. This time i was rather damn sick bah. But will be going back work on tue bah. N when recover i need to start chiong my lesson again. If nt nt enough time liao, mayb tat e reason i fall sick bah.. Haiz, i reall miss u badly but i just can't sms u.. This feeling was rather xin ku n painfully than everything bah..
Saturday, 4 October 2008
不能说的秘密
10/04/2008
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
This song are just too hurt to listen n too hard to forget.. Haiss..
PS: I AM MISSING YOU BADLY NOW.. CAN YOU FEEL TAT??
Friday, 3 October 2008
Fri again..
10/03/2008While waiting for PZ to accompany her go register at bbdc.. Taking some pic before going out.. LOL!!
Enjoy weekendsss..