-[@gn3s][`/eoZ]-
Finally for couple of weeks of hanging on, told myself nt to fall sick.. End up today i am reall sick haa.. 2 days mc, doctor say my throat gt infected so cannot anyhw eat thing liao.. Haa, cos my cough had been there for a couple of weeks but i just dun wish to go c doctor. Till today, reall cannot tahan liao so went to c doctor le lo.. Cos reall felt damn xin ku n body ache, 2 days mc still thinking whether tomor going to work anot.. Not i dun wish to rest at home, cos if i never go tomor, cum wed is a holiday is was like 5 days never went to work liao n i think task will be a hill bah. Haa.. Dunno y when fall sick tat time, u intend to miss tat person u wish to be around so much.. Dunno y reall hope tat person will give me a msg n keep looking at my hp, but i know cannot be la. Cos tat person also dunno i am sick. Nvm la, i need be independent mah, hopefully i can recover fast n start to chiong my car practice lesson again.. Wish me good luck.. :)
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
Hmm.. Is sun again le wor, started to have a few driving lesson liao. Can say tat was fun but i still gt alot of thing which i still nt sure of.. Mayb still need more practice bah, cos practice make perfect.. Your name started to disappear in my HP quite for sometime le bah n out of a sudden it appeared on fri.. Thx for tat msg, mayb to u does nt mean much n just quite common to u but u never know a small msg mean quite alot to me. For so long i never sms u, but dunno y ur number still appeared so clearer in my mind, which can't be easily ease off bah. Without thinking i just can easily press your number out, never try to remember but it just store inside my mind bah.. Ever sometime i saw u online, i just too scare to chat with u cos i scare i cannot control my feeling again. Trying to put away e feeling toward u n accept a new start of mine. But i tried, n i guess it fail.. I think i just can't lie myself tat i had no more feeling on u le bah perhaps it reall need more time, i just dunno hw long it will taken.. Mayb just let fate decide bah, rite now i just hope i can faster get my licence n after tat go back to study again.. Cos i dun wish to waste anymore time, mayb like tat will make me feel rather tired.. Cos past few days, was like everyday after work went for car lesson, reach home bath n slp.. No time for other thing or msn. End up fall sick again.. Haa, but mayb tat the way i can stop my mind from thinking of u bah..
Tuesday, 23 September 2008
Yeah.. Passed my advance test today, toward my TP.. Hopefully can get my licence by this yr.. LOL.. Must be dreaming but anyway, time to chiong for my car practice lesson n properly TP test will be on Dec or Jan bah.. First car practice lesson tomor, abit scare sia.. Haa.. Wish me good luck.. :).. CHIONG ALL THE WAY.. LOL!!
Thursday, 18 September 2008
It's thurss again.. Going to fri again soon le, another week ended soon. Haiz, was like properly abt 4 days we never had any conversation at all le bah. Everyday i will be thinking wat u are doing now haa.. Guess u wont believe but indeed it was. But i guess u dun feel anything bah. Haa.. Guess u are rather busy going out or... i also nt sure, cos we like reall had a big gap n distance nw le bah.. Anyway, past few days as usual 'busy' like hell lo, till now cough remain e same like never recover sia.. LOL.. Tired is reall a word tat i can say for myself.. Anyway, advance test coming.. Was rather scare sia.. LOL.. Oh ya btw, i must thx my colleague for buying e 'chicken' brand de jacket for me as bday present.. She ask me y i never mention tat on my blog.. Alrite, i mention le hor.. LOL!.. K bah, nothing much. Update soon..
Monday, 15 September 2008
Random pic tat i had taken last week.. I rather lazy go think of when it was taken.. Enjoysss.
Never tot it can be so deep..
9/15/2008It mon again.. N i still cough like hells sia, been coughing since last week till now it remain e same mayb ever worst bah. Never tot my love toward u had went so deep inside. Haiz, was rather a hard time for me bah.. Love is something i finally knew tat i reall must let go my hand n let u off to someone u wish to stay around. I knew tat person is not me, but i rather hope u are happy. Mayb u will think tat i started to treat u cold or watever.. But u won't know how hurt it was for me to been like tat..
Saturday, 13 September 2008
Rather be myself..
9/13/2008Been reall damn tired for this few weeks till i am reall falling sick for couple of weeks n still nt fully recover.. Haisss...
-> keep coughing like hell like no other ppl business..
-> fever keep up n down..
-> not enough slp..
-> whole body feel so painfully n so weak..
-> keep hearing my customer complaint for this past weeks due with our job delay.. PS: IS REALL EVERYDAY COMPLAINT.. perhaps i guess still need to hear them complaint for another couple of weekss.. haisss.. this reall kill me to reall deep down mood.. =.=
-> working OT everyday..
I am reall tired included anything or anyone.. Who will be there?.. Answer should be nobody only all by myself.. I just too tired of bothering so much n care so much tat make my life reall sux.. Don't say does nt mean i am fine..
[[SPECT OF ME]]..
Does it look any different??.. With or without spect is better??.. Comment pls!!.. I am just too bored.. LOL..
Tuesday, 9 September 2008
It's tuess..
9/09/2008Hmm.. Nothing special n nothing much today.. Just wanted to blog this:
-Standing in the same feet as u but we seem to be so far away..
-Watching on the same sky as u but the picture of u seem to be so blur..
-Watching the same time as u but we seem to be living in different worlds..
-Watching the time passed by from morning till night, keep wondering had u gotten ur breakfast, lunch n dinner?..
-Switched on my laptop n signed in to msn, wondering will u be online today??..
-Laying on my bed at nigh n starting to fall asleep, wondering are u going to asleep soon too??
-Thinking of u everyday, wondering will u be thinking of me somehow??
Just a short message to u (with all my broken English inside)..
Monday, 8 September 2008
Last time get drunk after my bday..
9/08/2008Hmm.. Guyss, i going to stop drinking le until those special event but won't be tat drunk like my bday anymore.. Mayb ur will think hard to believe me bah.. But this time i reall cos of someone n stop drinking le.. Cos tat person reall mean too much to me till i reall scare 1day, dun ever wanna to tok to me anymore. Mayb u won't believe wat i told u yester, but i will let time prove tat bah.. If i break my promise this time round, u won't c me anymore.. Mayb u already feel sick n tired of hearing me say this to u for a thousand time le bah. Mayb ur guyss also won't believe me cos i did said tat quite many time. But this time was mean to be reall serious..
Sunday, 7 September 2008
No mood to do anything..
9/07/2008Haiz, dunno y just no mood to do anything or chatting with anyone except u..
Sometime it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment gone
All your dream are upside down
And you just wanna to change the way world goes around..
Tell me
Have you ever loved n lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way i feel about you n me
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
Cos i loved n lost the day i let you go..
I really want to hear you say
That you know just how it feel
To have it all n let it slip away
Can't you see
I know the moment's gone
I am still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Bday oversss..
9/07/2008Alrite 22yrs old bday are overss.. Actually yester nite was rather many ppl came to my bdayss.. Was rather touch.. Thx ur guysss.. Hmm.. As usual, drunk n vomite.. This time was rather fast tat i also never sang a single song on myself yester nite.. =.= Should be a happy night yester bah, but i jus dunno y my feeling for yester nite was rather sad n moody bah, which i dunno hw to say out this feeling. Mayb only myself know tat feeling bah.. Alrite, upload some pic taken yester..
[myself..]
[killsss.. lol]
[christine, me n mt]
[me n my buddy]
[me n xiangxiang]
[wa, feeding me sia.. lol]
[me n misshuang]
[me n sw]
[me n heng]
[me n ailing]
[me n pz]
[me n st]
[me n jia]
[me n jl]
[me n hy]
[sw me mt n christine]
[me n drinking partner]
[group pic]
PS: I JUST DUN WANNA ANYONE IN MY LIFE EXCEPT U.. N IT JUST THE ONLY U..
Friday, 5 September 2008
New hair cutsss..
9/05/2008Got for a hair cut yester.. This round look quite special cos is one side longer n one side shorter.. Haa.. But also almost e same la actually, nt much diff.. LOL.. Taken some pic yester..
1st view..
2nd view..
3rd view..
4th view..
1 more dayssssss to my BDAY!!.. Yeah yeah!!
