-[@gn3s][`/eoZ]-
Today was rather moody, started to know many thing tat i keep hiding myself to know tat.. Haiz.. Till the ended, i still force it to say out e true. Haiz, i am reall tired of hiding those feeling toward other ppl. Keep on acting nothing happened n act happy. I nw are stuck in both way, i hate begin like tat.. I tot i stand a higher chance among them, cos i tot e reason is just tat i had miss e timing. But fact was i knew tat was nt true, i am the lower chance among them.. Haiz,, dunno y it was so hurtfully.. Keep those feeling, n acting nothing happened in front of them i reall feel very tired le.. I can't stop loving u but i also can't move on loving u anymore.. Cos i dun wish to heard tat u had together with 1 of them.. I guess this is the most hurting feeling i having nw bah.. Is tat i can't walk straight in or turn backward again anymore, i am suck till somewhere tat had no exist.. I reall dun wish to c 1 day u are attached to someone that i know.. But tat person is not me. But fact was i can sense it getting more true when time passed. Feeling toward u i just can't hide anymore.. Ever my best buddy i also dun dare to face her cos every time facing her, i feel tat i am guilty of something. Haiz.. So tat y i keep on telling my fre, i am nt a good person as wat ur think i am. I can't promise u tat u are happy mean i am happy anymore. Cos i released tat i am nt gods. Time is reall up soon. I stand no where. Finally i noticed. Finally i released. Finally i start to accept those fact tat i had been keep on lie myself..
人群里面那个我
把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口
我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵
听不见你说
爱就在此刻
松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分
你才要走
HO~~
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作崇
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前…
迎着风的那个我
还会向前走
也许那幸福的执著
在下一个路口
突然说我还要走
却静静沉默
在我们之间
爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛
我的难过
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前…..
我想要学会自我催眠
说明再多一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐的自我催眠
懒懒的闭上双眼