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`Acting cute??.. No! It was nature take course lo.. LOL!! PS: Another 2 pics won't be upload here cos it look sux dun suit my style.. LOL!!.. I guess SW know wat i mean.. LOL!!
Hmmm... Here i come again, haha.. So sian, so blogging again.. Past few days keep dreaming of u again. You are always there inside my heart dunno y it can't be taken away, dunno y it can't be remove away.. Saying tat does nt mean i hopping any chances for u, is just tat i wanna u to know tat i never changed it just remain e same as be4.. Dunno y thinking of e past again, memories of u n me started to flash back in my mind again.. Haa, happy but sad again.. When seeing each other, word getting lesser n e way u tok to me was nt like last time again.. Haiz, dunno y also.. Alrite... Back to weekdaysss again, n looking toward my monthssss soonn... ~
Cold cold weather..
8/24/2008Weather are so cold today.. So nice to slp today.. Slp yester nite 4 plus, wake up at 12 plus.. Then went back to slp around 2 then wake up around 5 plus.. But guess slp too much liao, nw having headache.. Hopefully won't be raining tomor cos working tomor, dun wish to like last sat like tat.. Yester help ZJL celebrate her bday, plan to eat soul garden but tooooo many ppl then we change to eat jack place but also many ppl.. So we leave our contact number there n the person say will cal us abt half n hr but..... Then while we are waiting, we choose to eat pasta in the end.. You know wat, when we finished eating abt 1 hr plus i guess then e jack place person called us.. =.= Luckily we never wait if nt will hungry till dead.. After tat went to mac there chit chat awhile then follow on to miss leow fav photo taking session.. LOL!!.. Then me, sw n heng last event is went to hjun hus play mahjong.. Overall i am the winner of the days n is win 3 of them.. LOL.. Then reach home around 4 plus n went to lala land.. Tat my sat event for yester.. Upload some pic..
Wednesday, 20 August 2008
Never know hw to tk care of myself..
8/20/2008Hmm.. Back from lunch, just feel much better today then i caught in the rain on morning while i was going to work.. Haiz, actually i knew it was going to rain when i was abt to go to work but i just lazy to bring umbrella out. Mayb u say is rite, i never know how to tk care of myself n dun ever bother bah.. Tat y if i fall sick i also can't blame anymore.. Haiz.. You seem to be so busy tat i ever know wat u busy on..
Monday, 18 August 2008
Back from miss huang's hus..
8/18/2008I am back.. Haa.. Just reach home nt long ago.. Acc SW go c doc n after had our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. LOL.. Hmm.. Had ton at hjun's hus from sat night till today bah.. Must be crazy rite?.. I think so too.. Nothing much, just had our mahjong session only lo.. Oh ya, felt tat my sickness getting worst than last week. Mayb never slp well enough n ton bah.. On leave today but feel so sick now.. Just eaten hjun's flu med, wa e med was power sia.. Nw feel so sleepy n whole body so weak tat can fall down n asleep anytime.. But i try nt to slp nw cos i scare at night can't fall asleep. Haiz, if now u can by my side when i was sick tat will be good bah.. Haa.. I know it won't be possible de bah, mayb in my dream bah. N i just feel tat u start to had a gap with me le bah.. Haiz.. Love is something tat always been complicated. You can't force e person u love to love u as well.. Cos if it had been force tat was nt cal love le bah. Dunno y when u saw e person u love showing e xing fu face created by someone else but not u, u also will feel happy bah.. No matter hw hurt it was when u saw it, u also will suddenly changed to happy bah.. Nothing much i can ask for or keep asking myself hw long i still wanna to wait.. Nw i just hope u can let me stay by ur side quietly, tat should be enough le bah.. Alrite, upload some pic tat taken at hjun hus..
`Kissing piggy.. LOL.. Will be killed by her bah..`
Saturday, 16 August 2008
Worry for u.. Haiz..
8/16/2008Haiz.. Dunno y i reall had a very strong worry feeling nw. Been waiting for ur msg from yester night till now... Hopefully nothing goes wrong bah.. Dunno y alone at home can reall miss u badly.. Haiz, nothing much i just hope u had reach home by now safely.. Dun dare to sms u again cos i scare u will feel fang.. Tat all bah, boring sat but i dun wish to go anywhere but just stay at home.. Haizzz..
EMOING KILLSSS!!
Friday, 15 August 2008
Just only u tat fill my heartss..
8/15/2008It's fri again, i dun like fri.. Haisss.. Hmm... YSH is sick wor, i know u say will acc me go c doc was kidding de bah.. Cos i know u won't be free today, but if it was a lie i also feel quite happy le ah.. Hmm.. Sorry ah, my heart can't stand another person in anymore. Cos tat only one had already filled all my heart till i had no more space le.. Hope u gt wat i mean.. Alrite, nothing much.. Tomor working again.. Past few days was quite a tiring day.. Dunno y i started like to stay at home. Dun reall feel like going out??.. Wat happened to me??.. I also dunno.. Haiss.. Tat all bah, enjoy weekendsss..
Tuesday, 12 August 2008
Can't hide my feeling anymore..
8/12/2008Today was rather moody, started to know many thing tat i keep hiding myself to know tat.. Haiz.. Till the ended, i still force it to say out e true. Haiz, i am reall tired of hiding those feeling toward other ppl. Keep on acting nothing happened n act happy. I nw are stuck in both way, i hate begin like tat.. I tot i stand a higher chance among them, cos i tot e reason is just tat i had miss e timing. But fact was i knew tat was nt true, i am the lower chance among them.. Haiz,, dunno y it was so hurtfully.. Keep those feeling, n acting nothing happened in front of them i reall feel very tired le.. I can't stop loving u but i also can't move on loving u anymore.. Cos i dun wish to heard tat u had together with 1 of them.. I guess this is the most hurting feeling i having nw bah.. Is tat i can't walk straight in or turn backward again anymore, i am suck till somewhere tat had no exist.. I reall dun wish to c 1 day u are attached to someone that i know.. But tat person is not me. But fact was i can sense it getting more true when time passed. Feeling toward u i just can't hide anymore.. Ever my best buddy i also dun dare to face her cos every time facing her, i feel tat i am guilty of something. Haiz.. So tat y i keep on telling my fre, i am nt a good person as wat ur think i am. I can't promise u tat u are happy mean i am happy anymore. Cos i released tat i am nt gods. Time is reall up soon. I stand no where. Finally i noticed. Finally i released. Finally i start to accept those fact tat i had been keep on lie myself..
人群里面那个我
把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口
我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵
听不见你说
爱就在此刻
松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分
你才要走
HO~~
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作崇
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前…
迎着风的那个我
还会向前走
也许那幸福的执著
在下一个路口
突然说我还要走
却静静沉默
在我们之间
爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛
我的难过
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前…..
我想要学会自我催眠
说明再多一些
潜意识作祟
想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
我渐渐的自我催眠
懒懒的闭上双眼
Friday, 8 August 2008
My 2nd post of the daysss
8/08/2008Hmm.. Must be wondering hw come i haven't slp bah.. Haiz, i also dunno y too.. My 2nd post of the day..
Currenlty..
-> playing this new online game cal 'richman' which i found it quite nice..
Links: http://www.richmansea.com/..
-> changed my hp to 'samsung u900 soul' which i found it quite nice to use... But no valve phone bah..
-> fav song ' 你走天桥 我走地下道' sang by derrick which is my blog song too.. Quite meanfully song tat can describe my feeling bah..
-> mood i having nw 'sad', 'lonely', 'hurts' n 'missing you badly'..
-> events 'east coast park on this coming sat'..
-> studying for my advance theory test..
-> working on 8am to 5pm jobs life which is sux..
PS TO JIA: 'HAPPY BDAY!!'.. All the best to u, hope u can find someone tat can tk good care of u.. Dun ever dare to bully her, i mean it!!.. LOL!! All e best!!..
Thursday, 7 August 2008
Reason mayb is just tat simple bah!!
8/07/2008Quite long never update le bah.. Cos nothing much.. Haiz.. Just ended msg with u nt more than 5 msg bah.. Reason quite simple, cos ur msg which i received just now is nt more than 5 word in each msg bah. So i know if i keep chatting with u end up i will get hurt.. So i better stop bah, n i know later i wont get ur msg anymore le bah. Asked wat happened to u, u said 'just tired'.. ISNT?.. Haiz, i guess i will never know the answer.. Mayb reason is just simply tat u dun wanna to chat with me bah. You won't know hw i feel abt ur reply.. But i can't feel much hurt anymore liao le. Reason very simple cos is already hurt till i had no much feeling anymore liao bah. Alrite tat all bah..
Saturday, 2 August 2008
Star Cruises This Yr..!!
8/02/2008Alrite.. Company had confirm this yr trip should be going to star cruises.. I still tot will be going to HK le. =.=.. Sadded.. But nvm, hopefully it will be fun but should be boring la cos 'Mr Kiddy Hiow' is nt around anymore.. Haiz, but he say he maybe will be joining us la.. So hopefully he will go bah cos he is our entertainment person in our company.. LOL!!.. But he say cruises got many thing to eat n night view is nice.. Oh ya, n e PZ say wanna to go with me sia.. I was like =.=.. LOL!!.. Hmm.. Should be going on 26 Oct till when still nt sure yet.. But my manger say mayb abt a week or 4 or 5 day bah.. Arhh... I think i going to miss u like siao bah.. Haiz.. Anyway ur dun miss me too much la when i am nt around wor.. LOL!!.. Nothing much, enjoy weekendsss bah..
Friday, 1 August 2008
Haiz..
8/01/2008Dunno y tear dropping for u again.. Haiz.. Tear just drop n fall too fast tat i can't control.. Reall dropped too much for u till it can't be counted anymore..