-[@gn3s][`/eoZ]-
Hmmm.. Mayb soon I will walking like a dead person with no feeling at all le bah.. Dunno y this feeling suddenly turn out to be tat strong... Mayb i just can't lie myself tat I dun care, dun bother n dun feel anything happened around u OR hw much ppl like or care abt u. I try le to act as nothing happened but sometime it just can't be help. Haiz. I know i am such a failure but wat can i do??.. In front of u, i just a failure. Guess u will never know hw tat feeling was bah. OR i can say u dun ever care bah. Haiz.. Perhaps I should nt continue lied myself tat u still care bah.. Such a painfully fact tat I must accept BUT I just can't do anything to reject. COS i dun have any chances given to reject bah..