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Wednesday, 30 July 2008
Thx..
7/30/2008

Funny bah.. Tot u will the first person to ask me wat happened. But end up is not le.. Haiz~.. Mayb at first i still tot tat 1 day i can change e fate between u n me but now i reall strongly believe in fate bah. If u got fate, do wat thing also won't went wrong. But if dun have, wat thing u done or make will keep going wrong somewhere. Haiz, mayb i finally reall noticed tat le bah.. BTW, dun worry my fress.. I am fine, just tat i just wish to keep this to myself.. Hope ur understand n thx for ur concern..


Everything just turn bad..
7/30/2008

Everything turn out bad with my office stuff, frdz, colleague n with the person i care most.. Now ever with my family.. Haiz~.. Soon i going to break down.. Hoping to find a quiet place to rest, too tired le. If i can stop handling those partly problem, life can be more easily for me bah. Esp my family stuff.. Pray hard everything goes fine esp my family stuff bah.. Haiz~ Loneliness feeling kill me!!..


Sunday, 27 July 2008
Haiz.. Sian!!
7/27/2008

Now e time is 4 plus in the morning, still nt slping yet cos dunno y just dun feel sleepy. From the morning i wake up, u just keep appearing in my mind every sec n everywhere till now still can't be stopped.. Missing u reall damn badly bah.. Got 1 day we didn't contact each other at all le bah.. Isn't it will continue like tt for a few days, then a few weeks, then a few months till no more contact anymore.. Haiz.. Dun wish to but i guess u wanted to be like tt bah. Reall wanted to sms u, asking u wat u are doing nw but i just too afraid to sms u for chatting bah cos ur respond can be reall cold till it hurt sometime.. Respond like 'ya', 'ok', or suddenly no reply can reall kill me bah.. HAIZ.. Never contract does not mean missing u get lesser.. It never went lesser but deeper bah.. K la.. Need to go eat med liao, cos having flu nw.. Guess it all JIA fault.. LOL!!.. Nitezzz..


Wednesday, 23 July 2008
All my wish for u..
7/23/2008

看见你幸福,我也会为你感到快乐。。或许我已经不能给你什么了。我试过了,也累了。是真的累了,是时候静静的守候在你身边,莫莫的祝福你每一天都很快乐。如果有一天,突然想到我,希望你能知道,不管我在哪里我从来都不会把你给忘了。因为回忆还是最美的。。或许我给你的爱,现在只能放在心中了。。


Sunday, 20 July 2008
Baisc test tomor..
7/20/2008

Slping for a long hrs yester nite. Can't reall slp yester, till around 7 in the morning then fall asleep n wake up around 5 plus in the afternoon. Keep dreaming of u yester night, but everything turn out bad in tt dream.. Haiz, scare until dun feel like slping back again. Hopefully it won't come true. Tomor will be a off day for me due with my baisc test, dun reall had much confident cos i dun wish to have a high hope but end up everything turn out bad again.. Too tired of tt. So just try my best will do bah.. Wish me good luck.. LOL!!.. Plan to make something for u cos i think tt is special. But dunno u will like mah. Alrite tt all bah. Upload some pic again..















PS: Dun worry la, we nt smoking.. This is Jia bought it from Taiwan de, 'cig choco'.. Look quite real rite?.. Hmmm.. Will it be a day i reall smoke??.. LOL!!


weekendsssss...
7/20/2008

It's sat again.. Just came back not long ago. Go to westmall n had a moive cal 'The Dark Knight'.. Overall still ok bah, nt reall tat nice but is reall a long hrs movie ah.. Watch until whole body so painfully.. Alrite upload some pic i taken before went to meet them at westmall..

Random pic of mine [look almost e same]













































-> I dun wanna ur hack care..

-> I dun wanna ur cold respond..

-> I dun wanna ur reply just to entertian me..

-> I dun wanan ur care no more..

-> I dun wanna our chat just less than 5 msg..

CAN IT BE DONE??.. ANSWER IS NO!!

Sigh..



Friday, 18 July 2008
Heard a thousand time..
7/18/2008

IT FRIDAY AGAIN.. Sigh, many ppl may seem to like Friday cos it toward weekend. But i dun like Friday actually, every Friday is a lonely nite for me bah.. Just like today morning bah, isn't it was my fault tt i never record down the hp number of tt person in my handphone??.. BUT y should i do tat??.. Isn't wat i had done still nt enough??.. U say tat if u are me, u will do e same thing as wat i does in the morning.. Yap. I did liao ah cos i dun think everyone can do tat as i does bah. But wat u say in MSN was like my fault tat i never record down tt person number down in my handphone.. Wat can i say??.. Haiz.. Many ppl told me to let go n let go.. Heard them say a thousand time, told me tat wat is the point of waiting for so many yrs??.. Wat u done n wait worth nothing, just worth zero n etc la.. Haiz, i know wat i wait n done, u can never feel anything or perhaps i can say u also can't do anything. I know they dun wanna me to suffer, dun wanna me to feel sad alway.. But i just think tat it does nt matter it worth it or not. When u think it worth it then there is no other reason to stop u for waiting bah. Wat a tiring day today.. Tonight i reall feel damn tired!!.. Is really tiredddddssssss tat i had no energy to do anything now..


Tuesday, 15 July 2008
Dead person..
7/15/2008

Hmmm.. Mayb soon I will walking like a dead person with no feeling at all le bah.. Dunno y this feeling suddenly turn out to be tat strong... Mayb i just can't lie myself tat I dun care, dun bother n dun feel anything happened around u OR hw much ppl like or care abt u. I try le to act as nothing happened but sometime it just can't be help. Haiz. I know i am such a failure but wat can i do??.. In front of u, i just a failure. Guess u will never know hw tat feeling was bah. OR i can say u dun ever care bah. Haiz.. Perhaps I should nt continue lied myself tat u still care bah.. Such a painfully fact tat I must accept BUT I just can't do anything to reject. COS i dun have any chances given to reject bah..




Monday, 14 July 2008
...
7/14/2008

There come a time, that love will suddenly change like stormy weather..


A sunny day will suddenly turn cold..


Time will teach you, all you need to learn..


But there’ll always be a first time you get burned..


Saturday, 12 July 2008
Pic taken at KBOX [11-7-08]
7/12/2008

Alrite.. I be the 1 person to upload those pic we taken yester.. LOL!! Enjoy..

[START WITH MYSELF FIRST]











[DRUNK DRUNK DRUNK]


























[ME N MY BDAY GAL BUDDY]





[ME N MY SNAPPING BUDDY]






































[ME N MY FIGHTER OF THE DAYSS]

















[ME N PZ]











[ME N Jia]








[ME N MY FRDSSSS]



































PS: I LOVE ALL MY FRDSSS LAH!! LOL!! REALL A ENJOYABLE NIGHT YESTER!!


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