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How long i can stand in tat position??.. Answer?? Is equal to no answer.. Mayb i just too tired in tat position where by i need CARE FOR SO MANY PPL FEELING... OK!! I THINK I HAD ENOUGH N I GOING TO STOP TAT ALRITE??.. I just wanan to do thing for myself n YOU but not other ppl.. Mayb u won't feel anything but tat does not matter alrite??.. How long i can stand??.. Answer will be no answer again.. Confuse rite??.. Actually i feel confuse too.. Too confuse life i am having now, perhaps is time to lead to a simple life.. HAIZ~~
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
Hmmm.. Is Wed again, time passed reall quite fast this week. Look like all around my fres de moods dun reall are good, so do i.. But sometime thing just fated to be wat it should be bah. Is urs hw hard u rejected is still will come back to urs.. But if not urs hw hard u wish to had it, it still won't be urs.. Haiz.. Suddenly been awake tat between u n me there won't left any more chances anymore.. Haiz,,.. Take care my fress!!..
Saturday, 24 May 2008
Wat a boring SAT i am having.. My colleague are back, she bought me a key chain again.. She just simply love to buy me key chain.. Thx anyway. It look quite nice BUT abit noisy. =.= HAIZ.. Dunno y my heart feel so empty, tear almost dropping down. Feel the coldness u given to me.. Just wanted to chat with u at sms will it be too much also??.. HAIZ.. Suddenly listen to JAY song '不能说的秘密' n start to thinking of U.. Do u still rem we had watched this movie at ur hus be4??.. Tat moment hw i wish time can stop there.. Mayb u had forgotten le bah.. But every time i heard tat song dunno y memories will just flash to there n will start thinking of U.. Missing U reall badly!!..
Friday, 23 May 2008
It's Friday again.. Hmmm.. Actually nothing special cos tomor had to work again.. *Boring*. How i wish i can off for every Sat, tat will be good.. LOL. This weekend dun reall had any event on mind.. If reall no place to go mayb stay at home bah.. Oh ya, yester just bought my mint green PSP.. LOL!!.. Which cost my pocket a hole =.=.. Time to save money le YSH, cos planning to go Taiwan this yr end.. Hopefully can make it. Haiz, hiding my feeling in front of ppl reall feel so xin ku n tired.. Whenever together with u reall are my happiness moment but when it come to the end n going to say goodbye it such a pain inside my heart..
Tuesday, 20 May 2008
Hmmm.. Long weekend ended.. There was nothing much fun for this long weekend, just spent quite normal BUT watched 2 movies for tat long weekend =.=.. Suddenly counted tat had been liked u for abt 2yrs le bah if i am not wrong.. Wao, time passed. Memories with u got good n bad. Someone asked me if got chance to ease u from my mind will i do so?.. Answer is NO. Mayb sad moments will be more than good moments. But i still wanted to keep those good moments in my mind rather than ease all it away. Mayb u will think tat i had changed my heart or slowly letting go of u. But sorry there are no reason to lie to my heart tat i had forget u cos my heart just can't stand anyone else than u..
Sunday, 18 May 2008
Yester went to kbox again.. As usual, get *drunk*.. Wake up in the morning, wao head are just so painfully.. Haiz, nt going to sms u tat cos u say be4 'if u wanna to drink dun complaint next day'.. So i not going to complaint to u to prevent get scolding from u again.. Haiz.. Sadded lo.. K la, nothing much to say, later having dinner with them at bugis.. This long weekend does not seem to much enjoy but all turn out to be so sad for me.. Upload some pic taken yester..
Saturday, 17 May 2008
Haiz, nw then i know my name is just to let someone used out for a reason but never seriously treated for.. Haiz, dunno how to say out my feeling.. But just 1 word to say 'disappointed'.. Nothing abt me will stay in ur heart for a sec anymore.. Haiz.. Ended..
Friday, 16 May 2008
A week ended again.. But tomor going back to work again.. Sian sia.. Cos my colleague fly to Taiwan liao so must tk over her task.. REM TO BUY ME SOMETHING WHEN U ARE BACK.. LOL.. Oh ya, be4 she went she go to the temple take a chain for me.. Haa, so funny. She said: "THIS IS I PURPOSELY GO TEMPLE TAKE FOR YOU DE, IS TO PROTECT YOU FROM ALWAYS GETTING SICK.. SO BETTER BRING ALONG WITH U EVERYDAY EVER U ARE SLPING.. Wahaha... Then i keep laughing.. LOL!!.. She told me to put on my hp sia, but look so odd.. =.=.. LOL!!.. But anyway reall thx to her for helping me go temple tk e chain.. Wao, touch until wanna to cry soon.. LOL..
This is hw it look like.. Put on my hp??.. Arh??... LOL!!..
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Dunno y or dunno somehow, suddenly i reall MISS YOU BADLY.. Haiz, dunno y this few dayss reall very afraid u might just gone from my views, just left my side, just won't reply my msg N let ppl taken away.. Haiz, dunno y suddenly had tat stronge feeling. Wat i wish to never will come true BUT wat i dun wish to alway been come true.. Haiz..
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
It was TUE AFTERNOON again. Yester got ur reply, wao tat reall make me feel damn great.. LOL.. Time like passed so slow but actually quite fast la. LOL.. Yester just clear some task n work till 7 plus BUT today task like getting more n more.. *SIAN LAH* Haiz, guess today will be working till 7 plus again bah.. Hmmm.. Today my days still alrite bah, didn't get any cold respond till nw.. LOL!!.. Pray hard it will last long.. But haiz.. I can reall understand hw it feel when u sms tat person u miss badly but just can't get the person tat u miss to reply u should be quite a hurt feeling bah. I knew tat cos i passed through tat be4 too.. But i just think tat it will never be fair. Who give out more will get hurt more.. Tat wat i believe.. I must admit i am the ones who give out more, so if i get hurt there no ones i can complaint to..
Monday, 12 May 2008
Is mon again, back to work today.. But sick still nt fully recover. Work till 7 plus, task still got alot will be continue tomor again. Today was reall a damn tired dayss.. HAIZ, today ur mood seems nt bad. Isn't every MON ur mood are better?.. LOL.. Everyday i just too afraid ur mood or ur reply will suddenly change to COLD.. Haiz, this make me reall tired sometime. Dunno y today i just feel the weather are cold n street are so silent tonight. LOL. Perhaps i am thinking too much. Asked u to sms me when u reach home, but i guess as usually, u forgotten. HAIZ, Never log in to MSN at night, perhaps tonight wanna to reall rest well all by my own bah which no ones can disturb me.. Hmmm.. Or i just wanna to avoid something??.. Haiz, k la, go bed le. TIRED DAYSS FOR ME TODAY..
Thursday, 8 May 2008
I am sick.. 2dayss MC. Haiz, feeling damn EMO nw.. So sadded, the feeling i also dunno hw to say. Just feel damn sad n emo.. Perhaps i am jealous abt tat, should know wat i mean.. Trying to act normal each time but sometime just can't be help. Mayb this time i am reall worry abt it le bah. Today whole day at home, feel so bluess.. Mayb i keep giving u trouble bah, i knew tat.. So hard to know ur feeling n wat u thinking abt.. Sometime can be reall good but sometime can be reall cold.. HAIZ, tired.. Suddenly had tat feel u are going to be taken far far away from me..
Monday, 5 May 2008
It was MON again!!.. But today MON dun seems to be bluess for me. Got a morning msg from u, u may think tat was just a small little thing but it bright up my days.. LOL!!.. Everything starts out great in the morning till nw.. No cold respond from u today everything goes fine. Had a great start weekdayss everyone.. Sleepy, tking a nap.. ZzzZzzZzZzz
