Today went back to work, wat i guess is rite.. Got a meeting with my manger n supervisor. Kana warming for taking too much MC.. Haiz, holding my tear telling myself not to drop down guess it fail.. Wat my manger say is rite, guess i should be more responsible in my work. Didn't blame or angry with anyone, just blame myself.. Haiz.. Got nothing much to say abt myself, just a failure i am.. Since like alot of things just happened in 1 shot hw could i stand up and not to fall down.. SADDED..